Well just going to say what's been going on from last year. Last Year "2010" was my hardest year to date. So it was our official 1st year in Utah and it was our 2nd year of marriage. Man it was the hardest year ever for so many reasons. It was the first time I've ever felt so alone in such a big place..It really sucked I am just so grateful that I had my husband at my side..I really never had a problem with fitting in but really 2010 just was not my year. I really hate you 2010...It was the year that helped me realize I can't change people the only thing I can change is myself...One good thing that came out of "2010" was that my husband and I became the closest we've ever been..We never relied on each other more. I love my family for all the love and support the show me daily they keep me going. I just wish they were closer..and of course my number 1 motivator my best friend and eternal Love. Emosi Finiasi. even though nothing went right last year he always had my back...Learned so much just from last year but dang did "2010" have to suck so bad?...Oh well..that was that...
Present:
Oh my gosh "2011" hasn't even really started and I am so lovin this year!...Made so many changes this year and I can already see the rewards of the changes I've made. I am so motivated this year to try so many new things. starting from the inside out...only focusing on being "Positive" this year!..that's a extreme change especially for me..This year I am focusing on being a great friend and just being there for others. I am trying my hardest to stay focused and not going to let anyone ruin it for me cause like I said I can't change people I can only change myself.. This year my husband and I were blessed with callings in Young Women and in Young Men. I have been trying to drown myself in my calling as much as I can...I love my girls and they really do bring a smile to my face..I never felt so at home in a long time..I love love my new ward "GRANGER 8th" It really reminds me of my ward back home. I really hope I accomplish my spiritual & physical goals this year that would be great...I will be trying to lose 40lbs...hopefully I can do it...
Future:
What else would I want....I want to expand my little family! and I know one day we will be blessed it's probably just not our time yet. But that is all I want in the near future...
Nothing else to share. just life lessons I guess....Crossing my fingers that this will be our year!...Loving Life @ this very moment and I am to blessed to be stressed...
FIRST BLOG...whooop whooop!!
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