Time to make the change.

Needed to blog this so that I have a sacred obligation to do what I say!!...
I always find ways to cheat my ultimate goal but I finally realized it's time to make the change...;) I was doing so good before thanksgiving I was starting to lose some of the unwanted fatness!!...I think I got down to 13lbs in two weeks because I was so focussed more then ever.. Then the holidays hit and I kept using the excuse that it will be my new years resolution. Now that it's a new year and that I am called into young womens I find every excuse to bring junk food and I find myself stuffing my face just like the old days. I guess I can say the only thing I still got going is my water drinking lol...until yesterday...oh gosh it doesn't help either that I cook at the hospital for a living...so I am finally making a promise to myself that I will make healthier choices I will not be crazy and just cut everything sweet but I will make sure that there is portion control. I really want to see what I can do this week. I need something to keep me motivated so I will be blogging now ;) I'm scared but I'm seriously going to be serious...time to make life changes before it's too late...here I go no starting tomorrow it's about to change this very moment...:)